Monday, December 1, 2008

Making Space

Today has been another mirror shining reflections for me with messages.

I spoke to a friend today.

She told me the story of a woman who was an experiment in the law of attraction.

The doctors descended upon her life.

They examined every piece and particle, from her living quarters and garage cramped with too much stuff, to her life crammed with "just stuff".

She was told to dump stuff; there was no room for anyone to come into her life. She needed to make "space".

So, the woman made space and voila! Her "one" came into her life.

I agree about making space.

I have been unloading my space for a couple of years; I am now down to the grande finale. The digging into crutches, negativity in any form, past items unless they fit into one box and the rest is either burned or trashed!

Self help books, *POOF* gone! Especially the themes about men, relationships, break ups, etc...who needs em?

I am a reformed "sad-sack".

I am never having another break up, because I truly TRUST myself to choose wisely. And if I am wrong, I'll figure that out at the time, but why bring a harbinger of doom, such as a break up book, into a new relationship?

No interest in learning about relationships. And after my class in Gender Psychology-- there is nothing conclusive, so it's all bullshit anyway. Ruh Roh?! Yup--B.S.!

I prefer to be pleasantly surprised by my "man".

Tossing old clothes, furniture, journals, you name it....GONE! My daughter is conveniently working at Goodwill for the next two weeks...so she takes stuff with her each time she goes.

I want all the negative reminders. The only thing tugging is my "divorce" poetry. That is some pretty crazy shit! BUT, I like how I wrote it, unfortunately it is really dark shit. Maybe I can give it to someone? Or post it on another blog?

I choose not to suffer. I choose to be happy and invite into my life what I am focusing on, which is being happy and at peace.

I am at the nitty gritty.

"Here" is where I am 100% committed; I've never been committed before internally in the belief that I can be magnetic and draw circumstances, namely "the man" (not just any man) to my life.

Sooooooooooo, I must make room. Don't you agree?

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