Met the Author

So, met the author of the book I have been reading and following to continue opening myself up to the greatness that is about to be my husband showing up and seeking me out now. It was very interesting meeting her; I told her how I knew the church she belonged to even before "reading" what church that was and how I keep seeing the guy who leads the church all over the place. He is scheduled to be on Oprah coming up in the next couple weeks.

I shared a lot with her in our 90 minutes together.

Gave her a synopsis of my childhood, men and my intentions. She spotted a pattern of picking men who were not emotionally supportive of me, like my Dad, while I was growing up.

I told her also about the enormous psychic pull I feel toward or from the "guy" I have mentioned here on my blog. She said she felt I needed to allow it, that the "tension" to her was a good thing that this unresolved connection creates in me. She said I had a habit of slamming things shut, if I think it is "bad", I tend to shove it away. I need to live in the unknowing openness to things. That limbo-land that is not black and white.

She felt the "guy" and I are incomplete. She is right, BUT to me that does not mean I hold a candle just for him. I have a flame open to all, the door is wide open to anyone to come through now. I believe the connection will fade in time. I let go, it feels stronger...and I feel compelled to keep letting go too.

She said when I run into him to treat him like he is part of the intention I have set in magnetizing my "husband" into my life. That would be a totally different way of responding when I run into him.

I am also to believe the Universe will bring me a strong enough man. She felt there was a chance it was him(Believe me I did not ask her what her thoughts were about him--she volunteered all of this info), no matter who it is the "knocking down of walls" shall continue.

I will have a date for New Years and I will meet my husband at any minute, I just know it!