Synchronicity

I was walking this afternoon. And I realize each day I am getting lighter and lighter (which is amazing, cuz I thought I had lightened my load A LOT already)...thoughts come wafting through on how I used to see things so differently in the context of a relationship. I would be squeezing myself into a narrow opening (one that I created too), trying to conform, before they could criticize.

And not that I always picked critical men. I was always afraid somewhere in a place I would never have admitted to myself, that I seemed to believe I had done something deserving of criticism. All left over from my childhood, thank you very much!

As these thoughts wafted in and the light bulb blinked in my brain, and *FLASH* epiphany city!!

I have had many times like now, but never at the level of clarity in a positive light. So, as I continue on my walk, I got a vibe (one of those fun things about being psychic). I picked up the guy I am going to marry either lives in my town or right next to my town, no more than a few miles away.

Thought that was a pretty strong impression, thought, hmmm...wonder if I walk by his house on one of my walks, wouldn't that be funny.

So, I send a quick email off to my old metaphysical teacher, she is more my friend than teacher at this point...and understands my lack of interpretation of psychic impressions into words.

I look up as I hit send. I see a silver Porsche in front of a house I walk by all the time. I never see cars parked there. Anyways, I hear two men talking at the door. I look out of the corner of my eye, the one is in shorts and leaving...as he comes running down the stairs...we see each other and both smile and say "hi". Then I keep walking and he got in his Porsche and left.

Now what does this mean or not mean? Here's the list:
1. I usually equate ownership of a Porsche as a "lack" in some other part of a man's existence. BUT, I am not going to be judgmental, cuz at this point I have no idea what the gift of my future husband will come wrapped in.
2. He was very nice looking and probably around my age. And if I am meant to meet the guy, it will happen.
3. I look at the meeting as a confirmation of the vibes I was getting--"yes" a man could just walk outside of a house and be "the one". Wouldn't that be a riot if I meet my future husband on a walk?
4. My ex-husband drove a Porsche...and the first time I saw him was for a second, he was leaving the offices of my place of employment. I just caught a glimpse and thought, hmmm...who was that? So, if I run into this guy again, I may be reliving deja vu.

The second time I met my ex, was a week later or so...on a Saturday, both working. He came over to our offices again and I remember looking at him and checking out the weirdest stuff, like the shape of his hands, the fuzz on the back of his neck, his eyes and smile--which he was fortunately blessed with great physical attributes too.

I had just moved back home to save money to buy myself a house. I remember walking in my house and asking my Dad if he knew my ex. My Dad owned the business. He said he knew his Dad (who also owned a similar business), blah, blah, blah.... and then I said...I am gonna marry him. (To this day, I have no idea why I said it, thought it or believed it)

Anyways, I am paying attention to the vibes to just stay open, cuz anything could happen!!!!

Stay tuned-my external circumstances are about to change 190 degrees for the better!!!!!