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I know my husband is coming to me....I know I have not met my husband yet. Thank you Universe for sending him to me, I am grateful.

I cannot wait til he shows up in my life, because he will be the first "functional" relationship I have ever had---woohoo!

I feel like I will be stepping into quicksand this next week, no idea what to expect, but starting the trip off with last night's weirdness doesn't bode well for me.

I wonder sometimes if I will ever have sex like I did with my ex-boyfriend. I really didn't appreciate it as much back then (although it made me hang out a LOT longer than I would have otherwise)...the two people since him, including cherub pretty much don't even rate. They are on the list with my teenage sex experiences--that I experienced in spurts of hurried public places...some sort of a thrill, but the actual act.....I could have toasted a bagel. Actually toasting the bagel may have taken longer than the actual act with these two.

Woops...getting sidetracked ;-)

Anyways--cherub made mention of me going to the grocery store last night. So, texted to find out if that was still the case. Nope...not necessary...good for me! I had business meetings to attend to anyways. I am supposed to be landing more work and it looks like I will be from two different clients.

Yes...nice going away gift! And I am scrambling to get as much homework as I can completed today, so I am not stressing.

Cherub calls, he went and picked up his RV and was again excited that I am coming along on the trip. He says I can cook, clean and do his laundry....I said, I think it is the other way around and he agrees. He then said he will put a special list on my pillow...ummm, okay.

We talk awhile and start debating "luck". And then figure we'll have plenty of opportunities to discuss in person for a week, right?!

So, I go to sleep thinking, maybe...just maybe I am going on this trip.