different perspective

A reading.
Barb T.

In general, why did this guy come back into my life? Lonely without me. Does he have the courage to step up to the plate? Missing in him. Somehow he's hoping I don't notice. He missed me for sure. Giving his heart? Wanting me to do a certain dance for him. He takes the lazy road. Sweetness and gentleness come through, taking initiative-investing makes a trigger in things to work thru for him.

I don't like his looks, she asks me. She said he is in poor shape (true). She said I am a very nice person, accepting people as they are. I don't need to be, his look, poor shape. He's too scared, patterns--no change, very nice words. After I am gone from his life: he'll know it, he'll get it-he'll get the lesson. Regret for the rest of his life.

Tall, lots of dark hair, nice guy--good communicator--not fearful--this new one is good! Abundance, ease of things, a lot easier by Spring. It will validate cherub is an iiot. Set my boundaries--he'll notice, he'll understand before I leave. It's kind of a blessing that I don't want him in my life. Other guy health conscious--sports lover--a good match for me. Business--some sort of manufacturing, he is high up in the company. This could be an August wedding. Marriage ceremony.

Cherub is just not motivated. New guy is much better-nice, easy smile. Cleaner. Suit high up in the company--properness, rules--knows difference between right and wrong. Clear out cherub. Validating my intention.

April--tall, bump into him.

Work--lady has an interest in me--she is looking for work for me. Something comes thru--this is what I have been praying for--restored it will be like second nature. I will be right back there. I'll be leaving sloth, sluggish relationships, patterns from the past. Ex-wife part of the problem--she hangs around him, he's not ofund his courage to move on. Mixed up guy, good guy. I am too tired to hang onto crumbs.

He'll get woken up after I am gone, that is when the shake up happens. He'll notice it in a couple of months. He'll have regrets. He'll notice he's repeating patterns.

I'll get the clarity of getting what I want. External rewards are coming. Been a deep greiving for me, I have suffered. That has been dealt with and now I am healed.

New great guy coming my way. Keep my head up. Keep my chin up. It is coming.New day is dawning. Strong active back--won't pull him around. It's gonna be done, I don't want crumbs.