Such a breakthrrrrrrrruuuu

Yar man!

I had been cleaning all week-end. The people I gave birth to are away with are away with their Dad for his HUGE ass birthday!

And the exciting person I am, spent most of the week-end cleaning the house. It was an opportunity I couldn't pass up, since my kids weren't here.

I had that "ugly" feeling all week-end. i realized it was cherub. I felt like I was starting to be concerned about what he would or would not do....and kept thinking he was such a chicken shit...afterall he had ripped his balls off and stuck them in his sock drawer. And I think at a later date bought them a passport and shipped em' of to another country. He keeps forgetting he's a man, and turns into a eunuch. Sorry, I digress.

I had a major epiphany. I was able to detach and re-focus on myself and what I want, which is a man who according to the characteristics on my list actually puts out effort and shows he wants me...so as I am not left to wonder.

Among other things, I realized I survived the last several months without him and could/would be fine without him. YAY! For me!