It's morning

Raw power. Health and physical fortitude. A surge of tremendous force. Recovery from sickness. Victory after apprehension and fear. The ability to face and overcome opposition brings the inner qualities of strength and forbearance. Delays and setbacks will be overcome.

So, the weirdness continues. M called at 7 this morning, more hyped out and excited than I have ever seen him about anything--a true entrepreneur. Heard from my landlord, he is coming by this afternoon.

I am okay...if I am out on my ass, I am out. Meanwhile, M has decided my new business for me. It is strange how natural it feels. It is strange that he told me has clients for me (just by mentioning what I will be doing for him) and that he is a prototype. It is another inexplicable thing in my life.

Who ever would have thought this would happen? Sent my ex-husband the info--he may now hire me to do this for him too. Weird. My friend's husband last night--weird too. I live in synchronicity with no explanation. Her husband "J", thinks its a great idea and has clients. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED. Usually it is like a fucking bear hunt, where I have to go set traps or drag home the kill. Because I am born entrepreneur it was always "make things happen". Can't say it anymore....I feel it is out of my hands.

Maybe because I decided I had planted so many seeds, put energy out in so many directions and finally said "I give up".....that it is taking hold?

I am not completely on board. I have a wait and see sort of thought process. If it works out, then I will be a proponent of my own intuition. Then I will do readings for others again.

I already have decided what I will do as a therapist--no more than 20 patients a week, personality disorders only. And with a PhD in positive psychology--it will be a whole new approach. I truly crave the research....and because I have the personality where people feel comfortable with me right off the bat---doing therapy is second nature.

I had my first coaching client yesterday....that was easy too. Tonight I have a date with "A". Hmmm, it should at least be worth a laugh.