one other note

i don't believe in any of the psychic readings i had. it was false hope.

i think it has hindered me, because in my mind i gave this more latitude then i would have, had i not had the readings.....no matter what i pick up psychically myself....the readings with their glowing reports of togetherness really did not do me any favors....

so along with all the other crap...it is emptying the words out "fated" "true love" "twin souls" "soulmate" "love of my life"...no one ever treated me with less care.

and i like myself enough to know..................................i deserve WAY better.