chances

not that it will or won't happen, not that it matters. in my focus to throw a pity party today, i also invested time in a depressing forum...loveshack.org

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressing. can i get my bf or gf back? is he coming back? i have cheated on this person and now i realize it was the biggest mistake of my life, help!

my thoughts are "Hmmmmm, so not interested in figuring out how to win someone back who doesn't give a shit." my bigger concern is am i capable of meeting someone who i can have a good relationship with, someone who is emotionally available? that is more of my issue.

healing my heart is why i looked on here...looking for new ways of releasing the pain. i know he is not coming back and frankly i have to say, would i want him or would it be ego gratification? cuz i could never trust someone like that to be stable and offer me a real chance at anything.

i am really negative today.